my pain is
the pain
desired numbness
bathed in the dull thud of
the indecisive
slow ripping
exquisite shearing of
limb from joint and
mind from sanity
brain is squeezed
twisted
pulled
creeps south
throbbing unites
dull rolling
communicates
conspires to cleave the body
in two
the worm begins
enters through the eye socket
squirms through the ear canal
into the brain
washes warmly western hemisphere
subsides
awakens as it constricts the chest
muscles tighten in the arm
Not enough to be something
Explodes into nothing